Ok so everyone that has a weight problem thinks of things " if only" ...... if only i were thin i could wear that, " if only i were thin I could do that etc etc etc. You know what I mean. If you have EVER had an issue with your weight your right there with me and know exactly what I am talking about soooooo here goes my list. Again this is in no particular order just as they pop into my head while writing this ( WARNING: this could get personal .... just an FYI )
1. I want to be able to walk into any store and buy clothes and not have to go to just the fat stores
2. I want to be able to buy sexy lingerie and have a huge variety to chose from not the VERY limited amount at Lane Bryant ( however they are getting much better in this area )
3. I want to go back to Paradise Island with Pat and be able to walk EVERYWHERE and do EVERYTHING we want to do and NOT be totally out of breath, in pain and worn out
4. I want to be able to get on top during sex ( something I refuse to do now ) and not feel like jabba the hut. ( If your not familiar with Stars Wars see image in this post )
5. I want to walk by my china cabinet in the kitchen and it not sound like an elephant is walking thru the room
6. I want to be able to wear high heels again
7. I want to be a gorgeous bride not just a fat one that looks "ok" in her dress
8. I want to be able to work out with my youngest son Jonathan
9. I want to be able to get thru day to day activities that everyone takes for granted without being totally worn out and exhausted ( going to the grocery store and carrying in the groceries for example )
10. I want to be proud of who i am and how far i have come not be embarrassed
ok that is enough for now..... may be i will add more later or do list #2
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