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Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Bike

I am very proud of myself. I rode my bike Friday, Saturday and Monday :) It still hurts when my leg gets to the full extension position but that is life I guess. I do think my hip is a little better or maybe that is wishful thinking on my part. I am planning to ride again tonight as well!!!!! Hopefully this will not only help my hip but get me moving and help get the lbs off a little faster. I seemed to have slowed down. I know they want you to loose on average 1-2lbs a week and I was ahead of the game but I don't want to slow down. I kinda feel stuck and going nowhere at the moment. I kinda feel like I have lost some this month by the way my clothes are fitting but it is that time of the month and I am feeling a little bloated the last couple of days. I don't way in between Dr appointments because when I did I just got frustrated. So my next fill appointment is the 15th of this month and I guess we will find out then.
      On a good note I have been able to wear some shirts that I haven't been able to wear in years and a couple of pairs of crop pants. It still amazes me how sizes fluctuate so much.... how can I wear a size X in one brand but in brand B I wear a size Z ?!?!? On top right now I am anywhere between a 16 or 20 WHAT ?!?!? How is that ?!?!?! makes no sense. On the bottom I am a little closer I am wearing an 18 or a 20 however my co-workers keep telling me I need to get some new clothes especially pants because the ones I am wearing are too big. I would like to get some new clothes but I don't see the point in going out and spending $ on something that I am not going to be able to wear for that long...so there in lies the problem.  I had one person tell me that I didn't look like I should be in plus sizes anymore but i regular...... I told her to put down the crack pipe.... I am NO WAY NEAR THAT!!!! and won't be anytime soon. She said I should at least go try them on..... no thanks been there done that MANY times and that experience is not something that I care to repeat. I HATE shopping. Maybe when I loose the weight I will feel differently but right now it does nothing but depress me.  I hope by this time next year I will be enjoying it again.... we'll see

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