Dreaming

I woke up this am and remembered a dream i had the night before. This is odd for me because normally i don't remember dreams. I think this is because I don't ever really get into a good deep sleep. Also a reason I am tired all the time. Anyway, last night i had a dream that Pat went around and made all the wedding plans and then came and told me he did want to marry me and be there for me and that he had set the date for July. I of course freaked out. Not because he decided he wanted to be with me and wanted to show me but because I only had a couple of months to find a dress and get it altered and I am still loosing weight LOL!!!  Well I didn't wake up in the best of moods, rather sad actually. I was hungry though because as I previously posted dinner did not go so well last night. I tried a protein shake but it was a no go. I can not get it down. It is a little thicker than I have been making them because I used a little more of the frozen cherries than normal. Normally i drink one on the way to work at 5:20am. So i don't think it has anything to do with the time. Maybe it is the stress I am feeling over the Pat thing. I also seem to be a little congested this am and i know the mucus can effect it as well. Who knows maybe it is a combo ?!?
      I am praying this week at work goes better BUT considering my best girl on my team left on Friday and is not coming back ( and who could blame her ) and considering we are behind and only tracking at 84% of goal..... I really don't see this as being a good week either.  I wish so bad I could just leave!!!!