Bandster Hell

When I first starting reading on LBTC I kept reading about "bandster hell" this is where you have your band but have not had fills or enough fills for the band to start working and you have no restirction and can eat what you want and pretty much as much as you want. The first several weeks after surgery I never thought I would feel hungry again BUT THAT HAS CHANGED!!! I have officially entered the flames of hell!!!! 

      I have my first fill sched for this Wed 6/9/10 which is exactly 2mos post op. I know that i will have some restriction after my fill but I also know it takes several fills usually to get to your "sweet spot". I have been in a funk over this because the scales are not moving!!!! I did really good last week with getting my H2O in but my eating is not as good as it has been and I am wanting things that I haven't wanted before. I need a little angel to come and pull me away from the flames